Friday 23 October 2015

POP Music

Man i love Taylor Swift. I browsed so many days on the internet for a good android app that had her songs but unfortunately the top results didn't have any original Taylor songs. But today finally i got some thing! There's an app called POP Music on Google Play store that has many of her(if not all) her songs!
The first one i heard on the app was 'Back to December' followed by 'Blank December' and once again the former and this time taking a closer look at the lyrics(reading it actually:P). Here again my crazy brain started thinking(wonder if thinking is good or bad)...
Take a look at the people in love(Do i mean Ted 2 coz i just saw that yesterday). When i look at them i feel like(i'm not sure) i'm missing something about being human, but still i;m not fully sure if i do want the thing i'm missing or i'm better without it.
Mind at times plays some crazy games. You want to dance in a DJ party and you do it but fell uncomfortable(would you use the word ******* to describe such person?) Why does that happen? i'm lonely(and my sister has a great contribution in that) and i think i need some company but as soon as i start getting some company i prefer staying lonely again!
May be i was designed that way(who knows?) But yes there's one thing i'm pretty much more sure than any of the shit i wrote above - I love to extract my smile from others.
I may not directly have any connection with someone, but the feeling when i see people happy with  my little act of kindness or any contribution i make in any way is what makes my happy even if that is for a short term.

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