A few years ago

a few years ago there was a boy who wanted to change the world for the better. He wanted to explore it to the fullest to know everything and to use his knowledge then for the greater good. help people. Make the world a better place as they say it. Normal right? But then he joined the like minded people. The race began. He found reasons to keep going and to persuade himself that he has not deviated but guided towards his dream, that this race was just a stepping stone towards it. Years passes and he was just a man in the crowd. Well he didn't care for the praise any ways in the past right? So that shouldn't matter! when he thought about it he always said yeah it doesn't matter. But the environment was making him see things differently. At times it was about the winning strategy. cracking the job interviews, socialism and being cool and happy. The true happiness was fading away somewhere. The thirst to know things buried the kind child deep down... The child who knew love who saw people smile and would call it a day. Who'd like to hug a stranger who needs a hug. Who'd define happiness by the number of people he made smile. Who'd talk random talks to  the stars and his sis and get all senti. That innocent little boy with the best heart! love that boy, bring him back, make him teach the present adult what's life and let there be light:)
"It's not binary. You can be knowing and loving at the same time"